why

I remember when we used to be the coolest kids in school. we'd light up a cigarette and laugh, taking a few breaks from talking as we stared at each other's eyes. in someways I still feel how perfect you are to me. your soft skin, your huge sunglasses, the way we used to spin around wandering through the streets at night. but now, everything we shared feels like it's been lost forever: the cigarette packs, the cans of beers, the "blue blue sky full of you", the loveliest afternoons, our david bowie obsession. everything got lost in the wind, dissipating as the sound of the lyrics we used to scream while singing on the balcony. everything was simpler back then. and even though we still love each other, there's something in our way - and it kills me not to know exactly what it is.