on being a post-punk rocker

being reckless was always something that came naturally to me. it's kind of a trip when you can't tell what is right from what is wrong - the lines that keep them apart are always blurred, and you end up doing anything that feels reasonable enough to transcend to your actions. it feels good not having to explain yourself to the world and never feeling any sort of regret. in the light of day, it's all just a mind state. all of the other things still exist, but you end up finding a way to establish yourself as a person and not give a fuck about them.

a cry-out

I feel warm around you. You make me feel like I'm a star, embraced by this sparkling heaven full of different galaxies and black holes. Somehow you manage to get everything I say, and I recognize that can be a little hard. I know I get talkative when I'm around you, and maybe the reason I do so is because I always want to make the most of our time. I wanna tell everything that has ever happened to me and look into your eyes while I do so. I'm planting the seeds of what I hope to become "a honest environment", and you know that can be hard to do when emotions are flourishing at a violent speed, like ours are. Maybe someday you'll hold my hand and say you love me back. Until then, I'll just keep on doing things the best way I can.